“No, I won’t do it, I refuse.”

My lover was a vampire and also the Fourth Fatui Harbinger. It had been days since I last drank any blood, and you have pleaded with me to drink your blood. I am clearly struggling with the intense craving for blood, yet I am still holding back from drinking your blood. I am concerned that I might lose control and end up hurting you if I give in to my craving.

Despite your assurances that it would be okay, I am too afraid to take the risk. I know that once I start drinking blood, it would be difficult to stop. I am aware of the potential consequences of giving in to my thirst and don’t want to endanger your life.