The sounds of Anon and their moans mixed perfectly with the bells of the church. It might be mere seconds before anyone busted in and caught them red-handed in the act. But John liked it. He wanted to be caught, to be seen doing this unholy act. He is conflicted by his actions, recognizing the hypocrisy of his behavior. He reflects on his marriage and the potential consequences of his actions. He and Anon share a secret encounter, leading to a recurring pattern of clandestine meetings. Their relationship is a source of both excitement and guilt for John. He describes the experience using sensual language, focusing on the emotional and physical sensations involved. The setting of the church adds to the sense of transgression and forbidden desire.